I don't have any idea about what have made us become like this.
I can feel like we are having a fight now...not 'fighting publicly'.
I know you hate me..so what?? I hate you too, & I really wanted tell you what the problem was since last year, but I'm coward, not courage as You, I'm not ready to face our friendship, I have a lots of things to think about at the same moment. I know you have already tried to fix it, I'm so sorry, what else can I say besides apologise? I'm not really good at this, it will makes me feel embarrassing.
You know what.. I felt sad when I was reading your blog. I'm not that kind of girl, not like what you have writen, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING WHEN YOU BLOGGING THEM? I was sooooo damn upset.
We were Best friends!! We usually love to...gossip,talk about our future, fooling around like retarded and so on. I wish I could have a chance to talk to you again, tell you about the problem.
I know you might not listen to me, or you might think our friendship was just a very very small part of your life or it's just a trash.
Still I must tell you about my feelings, & I wish to know yours too. I hope you will understand.
